The Heart of a glass/The Hardship of believing story. Part 1.

Salam. Hey , how are you guys? Haven't online in facebook for 3-4-5 NO, 8 DAYS. xD i highlighted them cause i think 8 days is a very long time. Anyway i'm very excited cause i'm going padang soon at 5:00 :) . Other than that , i wanna explain to you guys how hard it is to believe in someone. Short story , 2 in 1 , hows that? :) , some people think my english is too complicated that they can't understand me =.= . I'll try explaining in a bit of Malay. Attention (I'll TRY). xD . Anyway , enough of all the introduction , Chapter one , part 1 has just begin! I might try and make myself a book if it's enough till 7 stories like the harry potter LOL. But harry potter is WAAY . TOO . LOONG. I mean it like WAAY . It's so out of my league ok!  I won't try and make a Harry Potter story but don't you think i'm like doing it right now. LOL . Ok. sorry if my blog is too long i just have so much to say. Anyway , here goes part 1 the story of myself how my heart is a heart of a glass . That phrase is to say that my heart could break easily. Example. The person who i have a crush on doesn't seem to pre understand what MASSAGE i'm trying to give. I dint mean like texting lol . I mean like the words that i'm telling him . - Actions speaks louder than words - ;) anyway if it has confirmed that i will never ever see him again then i will confess indeed. You know , if i ever ask the person to delete me , forget about me , or . leave me alone" it means there's BTS you never knew.I said that kind of things to many people so i think a lot of you out there think i'm implying on you when i'm not.Hmph!There's always a reason for something and it's NOT because i hate you . Anyway , i guess someone's wondering what does BTS means <.< haha! My guess are 99.9% correct. But you know , sometimes it hurts and it hurts more if the someone doesn't know that you're hurt. I'm not implying on like i like someone blah blah . Gr . It makes me mad when someone judge me. But when i ask someone to delete me, leave me alone or forget me. It always means "Don't" and usually if i put the word "Oh" not Ohhh . but "Oh" it's best replaced with "I'm hurt" -.- . Anyway I started being annoying to (me) self cause i started thinking to confess. Even though i know it will end of a rejection cause i can't stand of keeping it when it's too much. Anyway why do i have to say SORRY for something that YOU'RE mad of and that something that I DINT DO ANYTHING and i'm SORRY THAT YOU CANT UNDERSTAND ME OK I FEEL LIKE CHOCKING YOU CHOCKING YOU! =.= . gr . I feel so lifeless. Anyway , haven't been opening facebook lately anyway, got so many friend requests and massages =.= and notifications , aahhhrrhggh, i dun want read them all . I wish that the person who i used to like "Barbie dolll" would never give up on me. So that i still like him. But he did , he did forget me i guess O.O , but now i like someone else and that someone else doesn't like me and keep saying, asking not understanding and being a pathetic friend =.= indeed. anyway , i'm not calling him pathetic just saying no offense. K . Anyway , i'm being sarcastic , i hate you . K. Anyway, sorry for the longest blog ever see ? part 1 isn't even finish and i can hear you guys snoring. anyway the hardship of believing will continue later LOL. Shoo shoo go to ure own bed don't sleep here!Anyway, the person who i like is actually , SHHH,Harun Omar Jokes, it's actually Suren , jokes, none of them :) LOL. none of them, who do you think? ^.- omg i just checked and i realised you can check whats in the highlight immah edit who's in it LOL. Assalamualaikum and Happy Holidays! =)