A Heart Of A Glass- Part 2 ;)

Hello. Assalamualaikum . Daaaaaaaaaan , Salam Sejahtera. Must i introduce myself? xD You know if you really want me to introduce myself , i'll babble a lot of crap you know. P.S, i dont think you want to hear the crap xD. Anyway , it seems so quiet . Did i do something wrong? Is there a mistake? Do you hate me ? Is there problems? What should i do? Should i speak more? Should i just stay quiet ? Should i entertain you? Should i make a few jokes ? A lot of questions has gotten into my mind. A LOT. It's making me confusing and i cant stand it anymore :( i wish i never liked you so that these questions wont be so messed up in my mind :( I told myself to stop liking you i said "Amalina hey hey hey , STOP LIKING HIM" but i tried my best to not like him but it's just too hard to lie to your heart. Cause he does have someone else and i never ever ever want to interupt him. Ever. :-( I'm sad. I wanna sob. but i can't . What is this feeling? can anyone tell me? the feeling is like an arrow is stabbed into your heart and it's very hard to heal. No wait. There's no medicine to heal that. All i hear is fake laughter. One of my friends said the guy who have me is lucky. Hmph! Lucky you! =.=" . One day , you 'll see , i'll forget about you and become strong! hahaha! :D and i'll try my best in EVERYTHING! :D i'll run 5km a day. Be good in sports , get taller , be smarter , be wiser , :D and foremost. My goal now is FORGET ABOUT YOU! Yeah , that's true. I shall do that. And then if my heart is generous , my heart will like someone else , YEAH! Why would i need someone who can't even understand me! :D and ofc someone who likes someone else =.=". I wanna say , good luck finding a girl like me , cause you know what? There isn't any girl like me. HAHAH! Ok i'm creeping myself out. I should stop this , this is sarcasm. Anyway. Good luck with your life , i end this chapter with a rhyme , P.S i made this myself. - The world is swaying where are you? , when the times is shaking you never came , i dont understand why cant my heart change , but i'll be sure to forget the shame! -.- hahahah! Shame on you. ok sorry i'm creeping you out :'( LOOOOL. I'm being so dramatic LOOOOL. Assalamualaikum and Happy Holidays!  Quote of the day: "Only challenge people who you can't beat" My quote is so awesome. (Y) LOL. G'day. xD