♥: July 2012

stat: nak minum air justea (dah beli waktu jogging)
feeling: sad

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Yesterday was one of the worst day of my life. *sigh^* here's the story ...
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So I get ready and determined to study hard at school not knowing that today is the worst day of my life -12th July 2012-;

When I came to school, everything was fine had a drink with fara and Arissa and started to talk about random stuff

Then came duty time.after the duty ended, a meeting was held for the prefects. It was fine.

Then, Pn.Fauziah asked me to help her organize the files. With a friend -- Melissa. It was fine . I helped her ALL THE WAY until rehat. But then i need to do my correction for bm but I left it there until I have free time to correct and study a bit. I ate a bit and rushed to the bilik pengawas again to help until everything was finished.

I made it late for duty time, I was so busy I dint get to finish anything for bm correction PBS. But well, I made it late anyway so I did my duty and the sun was as hot as ever. I had a really bad feeling like I'm gonna have a fever or something ever since I went to school. I cant stand the sun around that time.

Dutying with Amelia wasnt the best thing ever, I talked to my friend and Suzanne passed by while saying "don't talk during duty amalina" it's like I'm not exhausted enough she has to be so mean to me. Then Amelia also said "don't talk la amalina" and I'm like okay. Then suddenly when Suzanne went she started talking non stop to her stupid friends. And some of them (guys) were even flirting and I'm like "don't talk during duty Amelia" and she's like "not cool okay" and then I started making this I'm-so-pissed-off face. And adding to that she even complained to karmen! Fml. I feel like ugh! Then she complained bout how I talk during duty and she complained bout how I said "the guys were flirting with you obviously" and you know what she told karmen instead? She told karmen that I said she was flirting with the guys . I just said the guys were flirting with her stop talking" not she was flirting with the guys omg. And all she knows is complain complain complain god knows what I'm going to write on her report if I become an exco. Pray for it. Thanks. (lol i did become an exco wow- amalina/ 27.4.13) Thanks Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah, All praise to you my lord (Allah), the Most High.

After recess---
I went to Surau to take wudhuk ,chat a bit and went to the class. Pn.Fauziah asked Me to hand out a few of the papers that was leftovers to the students. After that I did my BM correction while waiting for the teacher to come back. After that, Pn.Suhana asked us to go to the library for 1 period. And we did. And so the nightmare starts.

Library---
Well there's this merge thing so amanah went to our class and it became 38 people now. Sarah was in it too & she's really nice. But the thing is syafika isn't. So syafika asked asma & aliya to sit with them. Since the library has 4 chairs, people are allowed to sit in 4 people a group. And so i sit alone. In the corner. Even though i have other friends like amy, aina, miza, and aisyah. They're in the 4 group seat themselves. So now i'm alone. I asked teacher the permission to send the BM paper after i've done correcting it in the library. So i went to give the teacher (pn.suhana's) pass back, and she asked me to help. And so the helping of going to the whole school to find students starts in the hot sun.

Class--
After helping, i went to class since all the students have already returned back to their own classes. After that Farhan said something wrong ... Something that made me almost cried and made me had a fever. He said this BEFORE THE LIBRARY THING it means right after the recess when i went to the class, he said this thing.>>. he said that "mungkin low-bi-anne boleh masuk islam" cause that time low-bi-anne wore tudung so it gave us a shock haha. But then amy said"".. nvm i'll make a conversation.this happened infront of the class.

Farhan: Eh mungkin low-bi-anne boleh masuk islam :DDD mana tahuuu.
Amy:Impossible lah!
Amalina: --dalam hati-- *farhan talking bout pure crap again* -.-... *panas nye hari ni , stress -.-*...
Farhan: eh mana lah tau low-bi-anne masuk islam pastu.. amalina keluar daripada islam ke ape en.
Amalina: WOI !!! JAGA LAH MULUT TU , AGAK AH!!!
Farhan: hehe pastu amalina masuk islam balik????? xDDD
Amalina: ..... i wish i could slap you know .
Amy: dah dah sabar .
Amalina: .... bodoh ar kau. nak buat example tu tak de orang lain ke!?!?!?
Amy: TU LAH FARHAN! Amalina jugak jadi mangsa!!
Amalina (Me) : :( rase cam nak nangis je , --dalam hati--

So that's what happened , it made me almost cried okay. So then , a teacher relieved the class because our sivik teacher dint come. So then since the class is so loud. Teacher started to make a game. A game so deadlious that it made my heart drop. So this is what happened.

Game--
Teacher called someone loud to go infront. And that loud person needs to pick a person who talk to go infront. So it's like exchanging talking people la :PP then it came to Wai Leong's turn. When it came to his turn , he was standing , searching for a person that talks. Then Melissa asked me a question , and i talked. And so i was so sad, my heart was pounding so badly since all i want to do is helped Melissa with that question. And while at that i was even doing my homework ... Then wai leong called me to the front. So i was like --dalam hati-- its my responsibility. I.. I need to do this and just go on with it". And so i moved infront. And to be honest my hand was shaking.. I had a fever , helped teacher all the way in the hot sun, taking amelia's crap and now this.. I was really really unbearable i almost cried infront there but i just stood there. And then i saw Radzlan and Wai Leong talking. And i was thinking twice im like "Should i just not revenge and just stay here?" "I mean i feel kinda bad but wai leong did called me even though he feels bad about it" so i called wai leong back and he's like " I DINT TALK" "I WAS JUST LOOKING BACK ONLY" I DINT TALK" and Radzlan was like "Tu lah aku tak cakap doh" and i'm like omg i cant take it anymore i feel so bad that i wanna cry since he's so mean. But i just smiled and say "You talked". He dint answer back and said , "Ah, Wai Leong , dia panggil kau" so then Wai leong came infront and i smiled at him all the way. I feel so bad that moment that i was just. nvm. You can just imagine my feelings doing such horrible things. But its true that they talked. Now wai leong kinda hate me.... (he doesnt anymore 27.4.13 LOLS):') but i just sat and did my work smiling. But the truth it melissa knew it was her fault and give language signs like you wanna exchange??? and I'm like "no it's okay :D" using sign language.

Library 2#
Well i went to the library and as usual , i had no place.And so i grabbed the last seat with all my heart, and got it. And so sara has no place. Since sara is actually nice, i would give her the seat. And sat with ira sahira instead since she's so adorablew :* she's like this cute thing lol. xDD plus i have no one to sit with that time --'' and miza also sat the the same table. And suddenly i just cant stand it, i want to cry. I have no friends, at that time i felt so lonely and abandoned. I went to the bathroom and left my tears there, wash my face and went back to the library. Then i cant stand it my eyes is so red that i put my head down on the table and pretended to sleep. But then tears started flowing and i just slept there for like 10 minutes until my friend miza finally realize i was actually crying.

Miza: Amalina asal???? cerita lah!!! asal ngan awak :((
Amalina: Haha tak de pape ^^ ngantuk gile doh letihh.
Ira: asal nih!!?!? amalina nangis ek!?!?
Miza: Tak tau dia tak nak bagitahu kenapa! Amalina cerita lahh dari tadi kita nampak awak macam tu.
Amalina: Ish awak ni! Don't make this a big deal , i'm fine okaay!!
Miza: :( tell me!!!
Ira:cakap lah amalina!!!
Amalina: guys, im fine, im tired. okay plz just read yr book and sit at yr own places.

and so the argument continued. and continued and i still refuse to tell miza. And then aliya came to talk to me. And ask me if i'm fine and i finally after a long argument i put my head up and say SEE!?!? My eyes is not even red! And Miza was like -.-.. obviously its red merah tau!! and i'm like er no!! I just have selsema and im tired okay and i also have something in my eye lol .And so came to the point when asma came and say "Awak nangis sbb awak tak de kawan eh?" and i'm like .... that was my breaking point and i'm like Phft! Kita ade miza and ira!! XD pergh . and asma was like , "tak pe kita faham, kita dah letak kerusi lagi satu kat tepi tadi tapi awak tak duduk. Farhan cakap 5 orang pun tak pe amalina". And i'm like haha okay takpe xD (lol phft i have alot of friends ok but such few are the true friends ;) -amalina 27.4.13)

And so i tried my best to look happy. Oh, almost forgot XD amy also came and talked to me too. I guess i was wrong , i truly do have friends. And suddenly i saw Syafika crying. and i'm like sign language with sara on why syafika & her is crying. Sara said syafika dint tell her. But i think syafika cried because she knew it's her fault that she called asma and aliya to sit with her and left me alone like that. Also, syafika and me also suffered alot. I mean we've been to mean to each other. Since i dint friend her for a looong time. But she's been mean to me2. and I was the same. So we reach our breaking point where we both cried because of one stupid mistake we both did.... then sarah started crying ... then miza had teary eyes... then aliya... then asma... so my point is , friends, they are everywhere. But true friends, they cry with you. -Amalina. and that is when i realize.. Oh.. i really do have friends! In my heart. And that moment is when i was GRATEFUL.

Thanks for listening to my crap. The reason why i did this post and made it specific is i want to remember every shit that happened that day. Thanks for being here until the end of our journey, until we meet again folks. :*

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