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Hii. Assalamualaikum. Ha! Lama tak update ni, sorry sangat , rase cam  nothing's interesting anyway. How korang? Sihat. K this is about a friend lah kononnya. Ok. Soooo she's super rude and i don't like her. Might as well delete her. She's a copycat and she annoys me. I mean like seriously! Waktu rehat kan , i asked mana nak duduk. Ke nak makan diri she just shout like Of course lah duduk! then buat muka masa i'm like URGH WHATEVER?? then we sat then she even complimented on my bag oh HOW NICE. OKAY. OKAY. she said like pencil box ke bag ni hahaha. And i was like oh wow that's so funny , do you want a cookie for that? JKEDJFKSJGKS -_-. I'm so pissed off but i'm not showing it , sabar je lah , dapat pahala , so when i finished eating she complimented me again! OH ASAL AMALINA MAKAN MACAM BABY AJE. i was like omg what did i do to her. -__-. Then i just kept quiet , stand up , push the chair in , smile and went to see hajar. She probably realized i was pissed off. But whatever. It's not my fault , what she said hurts. But oh well , Allah je lah yang taau betapa sakit nye hati tengah nak tahan. Oh well i'm not saying THIS to her face is not because i'm not BRAVE enough it's because she IS my friend and i don't want to HURT her , and i don't want any sin/dosa. So yeah , i just sedekah a smile . But i guess the past is the past moving on is the best way . Oh and dint i tell you? There's a guy i like hahahhahahahAHAHAHAH O K . HAHAHAHHA NO WAY LOL HAHAHAH OK HAHHAHAHAH. idk whats funny , no don't laugh. It's a guy , his name is a secret. He's tall , he's not SO white. But he's cute , I've got a crush on him since we were kindergarden LOL. I remember he was in  the same kindergarden as mee!! And i caught him staring at me sometimes too X'D well whatever. monkey love AHA. But that's probably the only guy i like , the others are pretty cute too but i like him the most among the other guys AHA. OK. too much info. LOL. Okay BYE XD assalamualaikum ~.

The Desire To Leave...

Hi. Semua sihat? Kalau sihat Alhamdulillah , kalau tak sihat hope you get better soon. Anniewayo , i don't know what's wrong with me. -_-. Really. I don't know.  .  .  . I don't want to reveal any top-secret information right now over here. So beh ;B . I'll keep the secret for naow. Nanti bile dah confirm I'll tell you right away! :D tak siap homework lagi AHA. Siapkan malam ni , insyallah. Anywayo , how can you forget someone? Maybe it'll remain a secret.. But SHARE IT WITH ME! I'd like to know. NAOW! >:( Well anyway , gtg. Feelings:Hurt-Despair-Hope-Chances-LovingAllahAsAlways-ThinkingBoutAllah-LovingNabiMuhammadSAW-hurt-despair.leave.go.

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Assalamualaikum.Haai semua. Sihat tak? Anyway , i feel like  crying. Crying so loud  but no one can hear. Wanna know why? Because of 6 letters. one word. Sometime , people say you can never understand a girl. Well look , the only way you can understand is .. no wait. There's actually no way you can understand. Unless u know , you're gay or something ... (awkward) Anyway, I'm  so sad , I don't have a person , anyone , including family or friends where i can stand beside that person and cry  and  just truly say what i feel and express all of my feelings to let it out. but i'll be stronger. it doesn't mean i'm  lonely when i'm alone .. .... I'm tired of reaching something i can't touch. It hurts.. people never know .. I should just get our of your life. I'm going to asrama (TakConfirm) GYAAA I'M SUCH A MESS >_< x(  hergh, all  i want to do is not live in the same COUNTRY as you! jfksdjfkl.Sayounara ... Quote of the day "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger- Kelly Clarkson " . .....Rhyme of the day.. "I'm not beautiful. I don't think i am. I don't think anyone would understand. But listen if you can. It hurts so much when you can't hear. The things i'm trying to reach out here. The time when i'm about to cry , you were there to make me smile. Where  are you now that you've gone. No , it's not my mistake it's all your force. You're the one who made me do that. And now you're trying to take it all  back?!?" - Nur Amalina