Halo so uhm i dont really know what to say but im definitely not on my PMS. So obviously it is completely and utterly blamed to the depression i had these days considering i just realized how many true friends i have since all i have been looking at all these years is just friends. So im not on my PMS but im definitely emotionally attacked by the sudden thoughts i had recently opening my twitter account. Or others. I just feel like in the holidays i don't really communicate at all with anyone or is it just me not communicating with them or them not having a communication with me? Was it my fault well of course I wouldn't blame myself for something utterly disgusting to be blamed for because it's definitely not my fault i don't have true friends. Or someone i could call my best friend which sucks cause i always have a best friend I could talk to and be all crazy with I swear its not PMS but it is definitely depression after opening my twitter account and seeing people communicating with their friends thinking nobody really cares to talk to me except for these 3-4 people which is not that much per-say and im not being dramatic okay like its not even drama right now its about me not having a true friend or a best friend i could talk to. I know for some people, they don't care but I do. And i definitely miss primary cause high is just heckingly annoying and i dont really wanna go to school any sooner but i guess its better late than ever. Okay so im typing without actually looking cause im bored and i dont really need to look at the keyboard lol.Also, somethings really bothering me lately i feel as if no one really cares abouschool t me and i think doing think and thinking it carefully right now i might actually know why.
TA, Love you for reading this
XOXO,
Ems < i like this name x)
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