Simply Me,

  Dear Diary, one of the most painful things in life is to wait what you know will never come. I'm such in a sad state right now. I don't know if "IT" feels the same or not , no , it's not "Like" or "Love" it's about the things that you just can't figure out , like when you're near IT  you wanna die , or when you're near IT, you can't stop smiling and you just bit your lip so hard so that you wouldn't smile! It's the feeling that i get. I don't know whats it. Maybe you think it's funny , but yeah , it's definitely funny. But seriously , its a feeling you can't deny , but i want that feeling to go away, very far. No one cares. because i never talked about this to anybody , at least i can express my feelings over here! I just feel better when i do so. The feeling you get when you just think like , what can i do to make myself more perfect , or whatsoever. I need a person to talk to , but i just need someone to ask am i okay , and that will make me the happiest girl alive, and when the person says that, please be sincere. Yours Truly, Nur Amalina,