Forget it, Forget you.

Hello everyone. So , I'm begging my mom to send me to asrama. I can't stand the person who I like found out I like him. Since I'm not the perfect person , and he is, it's so depressing. I'm deciding to put my feelings for him in a box that cannot be unlocked , it's sad to know that many people already know when I dint even say his name. This is making me go nuts, first the STUPID AKMAL then, THE FEVER , then THE EXAM , then, MY CRUSH. Isn't there anymore depressing stuff? Like how could my life get any worse from now ? I'm so depressed! If he likes me back, than that's ok!! If he doesn't, thats what make me worried so much, now it puts me a lot of pressure just so that he could like me. Or not it'll be shameful! urgh ... God.. He probably likes someone else anyway , so I'll probably am deciding to not like him anymore. He might even avoid me -sob whatever. Why , when I like someone there MUST be a wall thats separating me and that specific person. Dear world, please answer this, how could my life gets any worse, RIGHT! it couldn't! Cause it's at it's worse RIGHT NOW! I'm Blocking that stupid perverted AKMAL, I'm eating medicine for fever, I'm studying for the exam , and I'm unliking my OWN FREAKING CRUSH OK. THEN, life might be nicer to me. Bbaaai.