Assalamualaikum & Salam Sejahtera. Hii kepada semua yang tengah baca semua ni.That action is what you must always do and promise me that k? Promise me that if you love something you will let it go unless it will go to you back. Cause that's exactly what i did to a person that could never be the person i want him to be.K enough about the serious-ness I just wanted to tell you about myself. Um there's not much yang nak cakap but i just wanted to tell the reason why i'm quiet different than all the other girls. Well all that i know is that you all are DIFFERENT TOO. HAVE SECRETS TOO. AND IS NOT PERFECT TOO. Hmm :') Okay. So now I haven't been using English quiet often -_- cause i kinda like BM nowadays ;) But i picked English as the Bahasa thing. Cause Dwibahasa you need to go to the last class . Sad. But anyway i just wanted to tell you guys the reason why i'm different and why can't i sustain myself to be the just-that-personality type. The reason why i'm different , is because -fakesmiles- I change myself to whomever i want to be. Whenever it will be. And whatever it may be. I can change myself and it's like it's not faking at all! It's like i really am a completely different person! With my friends (TheGoodOnes) I always am a different person , talkative , likes to smile , likes to laugh (MySisterSaidMyLaughWasFunnierThanMyJokes) >: argh MY JOKES ARE FUNNY!! NOOOOOOOO. LOL. Hmm :'-) I can change to C0mPLeTeLY DIFFErEnt person. Like example at school i pay attention , smile and read books. At home , the same. But then sometimes i feel elegant :ppp argh i don't know , it's a thing i always do since i was 5. I make sure that everything is perfect . Do you know i get ready to school 1 hour before my transportation come? Brilliant fact right? Gosh -_- . I also wear perfume , brought extra books. And 'ThatThingForGirlsJustInCase" cause you know , i'm not kanak kanak ribena anymore :( huhu SAAAAAAD. :(( ARGH -cries. LOL but then since i'm not KKR - (kanakkanakribena) < That's what my ustazah kat USJ13 , call budak budak yang belum "ehem" lagi (forgirls) Nama ustazah tu , Wan Masitah. Cantek kan nama dia ? :') And sometimes , when i go out (ThisIsReal) whenever i go out to jog or shopping malls , kalau tak de 6-7 orang pandang tak SAH. Is it what i do -_- cause whenever i go out i wear tall shoes , my mom adviced me not to but i said to my mom , i don't wanna be short forever. Unless it's jogging. With Jogging , it's different. Anyway i haven't expressed my feelings to anyone , it's sad to know my own friend doesn't tell me she/he is moving schools. The gender is a secret -_- i cbd to tell you guys just incase anyone reads it. Anyway yeah i can change into a completely different PERSON! when it comes to sport and RUNNING i became suddenly cheered up and i'll start to smile and get so pumped up about it. Hmm , oh yeah and one more thing , guys at SMK USJ13 is friggin tall jdkfjekfjkesjfk -_- why is the boys suddenly become like SO TALL. They make me feel short *.* . And my mom used to bought me these GORGEOUS♥♥♥ dresses i wore when i was a little girl! When i was a girl i have like 10-11 dresses. And when i was a girl about when i was 5-6 i used to sit in a car (carnival) it was pretty big so i can stand and there's a back seat , i remember when i did a line as a princess in the power ranger movie my big brother laughed at me! I still remember the line! "I am not just a princess , but i am the guardian of the earth!" LOLOLOLOLOL. My brother laugh so hard but i ignored him and flip my dress like 10 times and did that line ALL OVER AGAIN . That time my mom and dad belum masuk kereta. Hah my brother was friggin mean -.- . But i loved that dress! IT DOESN'T FIT ME ANYMORE -cries- LOL. But i give it to my younger cousins!All my gorgeous wonderful cheerful dresses were taken by them waaaa :( My mother said it is better to give then to receive. So I decided i would give my gorgeous dresses and stuff to them! But i still kept the Tiara! I think the diamonds were real but the Tiara i bought when i was in Primark at London. So yeah , it was last year HAHAHA I BOUGHT A TIARA HAHAHA WHATEVER OKAY. ! -_____- But now , i don't care about being a princess anymore! I started playing the piano since standard 4 and now i can play Fur Elise! XD ohh i love Fur Elise, All the piano songs i love were ALL made by Lug Vid Ban Beethoven . Yes, that's right. ALL. He's deaf but Allah gave him a gift. Problem? :D . Anyways yeah that's how it is, i can change into like a lonesome person sitting alone and staring at people and pretending that i have actually no friends and read a book. Or become the most talkative person alive :pp huehehehehe. XD. Okay sooowww whenever i go back from school my mom wud take me , when she takes me i always have to jump in the car like an idiot , (LikeAShortPersonButIDonWantToAdmitThatLOL) , then i'll start talking to my mom and stuff like how's school and everything. My mom was the whitest person in the family :p She's so tall she said to me she used to be GK back in sekolah rendah&menengah. and then i said , mom don't you get like black skin for doing that .. and my mom said no , after i practice mak terus tolong nenek kamu sapu rumah , masak masak sediakan meja . Lepas tu mak mandi. Mak suka air sejuk :). I love my mom a lot. I love Allah the most. Cause without my mom , i will not be here without Allah my mom would not be here, being able to breathe in this fresh air . :O) and after I dah "ahemahemforgirls" I became really loving in solat.. like i used to solat for just fulfilling the 5 solat a day. But now i can't wait for the time to take my wuduk and solat! It's so magical O.O i don't know what had gotten into me. But it's a good thing so Alhamdulillah AND YAY! XD I love to solat a lot. I mean like i don't understand people yang dah ahemahem tapi tak solat. :x sangat merugikan... And thankfully , Nabi Muhammad SAW telah mengurangkan jumlah solat kita kepada 5 ^^. Everytime beliau naik burung yang paling laju DiDuniaDanAkhirat dia akan pergi ke atas dan berjumpa dengan Allah SWT dan meminta Allah SWT untuk mengurangkan solat. Lepas tu akhirnya , dia stop kat Lima it used to be 100, dan dia finally stop kat 5 sbb dia malu hendak meminta untuk mengurangkan solat lagi ... The End... Quote of the day "Hope lies within faith , where courage , takes the point to believe in lies you think is true , " - Nur Amalina (NA) Anyhow wonder if anyone of you have free time nak main X-Box join me and suhana soon as we face a challenge playing the madagascar musical chair games on x-box at my house*good luck xxx ♥
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