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| Roses are red, Violets are blue, Life is hard, not knowing which path to choose, - NA |
Haai Assalamualaikum.Sihat? Ish sorry tak update . Anywaaaaaaaay , I wanna cry. LOL. umm someone bypass me bile nak balik sekolah and then dia terlanggar and I fell down and terhempak my kaki and badan and beg. Oh and the worst part! He went and run without apologizing . I was like I'm totally fine, but then i think he might be in a rush or something so i totally forgive him ;p If i would run and in a hurry i would totally say "Excuse me or tumpang lalu! I wouldn't just bypass and lari cam tu je. Erg sakit ;/ . Lagi sakit ni pun , HATI. =.= hm. Tak pe lah , bersabar. Nasib tadi tak rage sampai cakap KEJAR BUDAK TU!!! ARGH KDLFKLDFJK *GETS UP* *CHASES THE KID* LOL. But i dint do that , cause that would cause a commotion and would be too impolite for an argue . Well whatever. It hurts , a lot in my life ;p The things i don't want i get it.. But the things that i do want i never get it.. Like my dad selalu ask me if i want macam macam but i said NO NONONONONO many times, but he STILL beli. -_- tau lah , bersyukur but tak nak lah benda benda yang Alin tak nak cam Laptop apple baru ke...dia cakap nak beli.. But i don't want .. :/ not in a sarcastic way in a real way. On my birthday , bukan main lagi lah APE ALIN NAK? APE ALIN NAK? ALIN NAK APE? ALIN NAK NI TAK? NI ALIN TAK NAK? ALIN NAK BLACKBERRY? -__- and i was like Alin nak sugus strawberry ngan kitkat okey ? Dad Reaction: -____-. Mom reaction: -______-. My reaction: ?? :DDD and they even offer me magnum that time when they buying me kitkat but i don't want. I DONT WANT ANYTHING PLEASE. The only thing that i want is only . One- Forgiveness from Allah for my dosa2 Two- Happiness Three- An imperfect life with a perfect ending. -_- is it so hard. Buying me stuff wont make me happy , it'll make me go like , hmm :/ what if i don't get 8A in PMR i'm gonna feel so stressed after what my parents had done to me. But infact , i did ask my MOM for SOMETHING. huehehehe. I asked for 2 things. WOO got it from Avon. Haha beeeest! (Y) from my dad all i want is KitKat and Sugus but he bought me something ;D Secret shuehshuehshsuehs. Okay lah , tu je nak buat homework tapi .. lol .. K lah Work hard kay? So that you'll be successful dia dunia dan di Akhirat Insyallah. Oh yeah! I wanna say Happy Birthday to my friend whose birthday is this month. To WHOMEVER it may be! Whoever birthday is on January HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and Salam Helwah right? To Yazmin , etc. K lah Assalamualaikum. Quote of the day "Some people hate to see other succeed , but happy to see him/herself raise to the top" don't have that kind of attitude ar , I don't like. I like to see Rajin guys! They're cute when they work so hard! I can stare at them working for like An hour smiling because they're so serious! XD funny. I had a nightmare bout someone Physcological <spelling error. Physcological fact said if u dream about someone they misses you? :/ Hmm i don't know bout that , He even probably dint even look at me or even realize i'm in that school. Oh well so here how the nightmare goes Me and Him are friends and "Him" is unknown. So Me and Him are friends and I confessed and He got frustrated cause he likes somebody else which is Her theeeeeeen , he went to school and is not the same person anymore. He turned all Gangster and Me and Her were both shocked. He dresses so impolitely . And his attitude totally changed. He became so sad that he ignored me and her. So theen. I said Sorry while running to him cause he was avoiding me in the rain. Theeeeeeen , he said its okay and smiled. And went. And I smiled and say "Thank You" . THE EEEEENDD! It's a true story :p I REMEMBER EVERYTHING! and when i woke up this morning I'm like almost cried saying how sorry I am to Him. Idk why. But whatever. Probably the Physcho fact is no even a fact when its not true. Oh well I wanted to tell him I'm sorry cause the nightmare is bothering me .. Its as if Allah wanna show me i did the wrong thing or something -_-. But i dint have that much courage and it'll break HER heart!So all is well. , G'day ;)
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