it's painful ...

The meaning of forever. Is to have endless time to live , But however , no one is  immortal. Only Allah is. Every one will one day wilt , like this beautiful rose - NA

Assalamualaikum. How are you guys? I dint update much huh? Eh!? Gomemasu! Please forgive me! >/< urm. So yeah. I cried a  lot yesterday night. I was watching a really REALLY really REALLY really wow really much really really a billion really sad movie! :( Made me cried to my tears extent to me getting tired and go like urgh i'll just wake up and be fine tomorrow. But it dint really happen that way. The movie was so sad...It's a fiction movie with demons and stuff, but the demons are really nice and cute , not like demons which looks so ... so .. soo .. Um frightening? .. so twisted ...  Anyway .. I was opening a really sad tune yesterday ,  Click Here, Hear this music while the story goes =] .  ( It's cartoon :'c )  So here how it goes, There's a man , he came to earth from the underworld cause he was very mad that the people wants  him to be the demon king while he doesn't even want to be elected as one. Sooo , he came to earth to cool down , and he found a baby girl. He dint know what kind of creature is that as it was his first visit to earth. He went to his mansion and asked his servants what kind of creature it is. The servants answered it was a baby girl. Then , the so called "EDM" Elected demon  king , decided to keep her. By the way , EDM is 200 years old. They're pretty much live until their powers weakened. (I told you its fiction ) Anyway, yeah so that's how it went. And theen, this girl was named "Hana" by EDM because Hana smile like a flower. A beautiful flower. As Hana grows up , EDM never aged. He looks like he never even grew a single white hair on his hair. He looked like as if he's a 20 year old young man. So yeah , then as Hana grew bigger , She realized she like EDM. But then EDM decided to go to demon world as the elected demon king so that the holes from the demon world would be closed. Since the current demon king now , is weak, he decided to elect EDM as the demon king. But EDM refused. However , EDM was forced to be in the meeting and see how it goes. EDM was forced to stay in Demon world for 3 years. Hana couldn't bear it. But she said go ahead and smile. EDM was heartbroken to leave Hana for 3 years but was forced to. But what Hana doesn't know is that EDM wasn't planning on going back to earth anymore. EDM like Hana too and he thinks its best to let Hana go... And theeen hana grew up and became 18 after 3 years passed by. STRAIGHT after 3 years. She always went to the Mansion to check if EDM came back from demon world.. after 3 months she waited every single day for an hour upon  the arrival of EDM, she said well , he'll surely come tomorrow with hopes glimmers trough her face. But as you can see, the mansion was protected. Only the person who's allowed to go in can come in. So since EDM left the mansion , he protected it with shields so that human will lose sight after arriving in the castle. Example: If you want to go to the house in the forest , you would get lost and end up in the same spot again! It's exactly what happened to Hana! She was so sad that EDM would even protect the mansion from HER. So .. once day.. Hana came again.. She was there as normal as always , waiting for an hour over the mansion. And suddenly.... SHE SAW A GATE OPEN! It means .. .EDM HAS RETURNED! Her face was so shocked i could tell she thought it was a dream XD then.. after she went inside... EDM was prepared to go to her aunt's house to pick her up and see her.. but it doesn't have to be that way... Because HANA was  there! :DD then... after a few years. . The 20 year old Hana married the EDM (The real name is a secret!) whose age is 200 but looks like 20 lol. But anyway , yeah but that's not what made me CRY SO HARD! THERE'S MORE TO IT! Well.. They started having kids and all the kids were 73 years old..  you canGuess what made me cry now? The children is half demon and half human and i forgot to tell you! Hana loves flowers! so does EDM! but when a demon touches a flower .. it wilt. But hana never cared about that ,since hana was a young girl she always gives EDM flowers EVERDAY. anyway their kids were half demon half human and since demon can't touch flowers since it will wilt , It isn't what happened to their kids. Their kids were 2. A boy and a girl. Both of them were humans AND demons. But one thing they shared about their mother (Hana-Human) is that they can touch flowers. Anyway enough about the babble , after their 50th time of graduating in high school , (Their Children) they went on a lift on a car and went back to the mansion.. And EDM was infront of a grave... Holding a bouquet of rose.. . NOW YOU KNOW WHAT MADE ME CRY? Hana died .. . Her precious smile whose always there to the people around her .. and now she's dead :( EDM stand infront of the grave saying "Just by smiling and tell me you're happy , makes me the happiest man in the world" Hana died 3 years ago , after their son turned 70. Then the daughter , aunt everyone came to give hana flowers around her grave... Hana lived for a long time for her family.. Since EDM is a demon .. he can probably live for another 500 years. But hana is just a regular human. She cannot stay much longer... So then she died.. And the finals words from EDM is ... "Sayounara , My flower.. " He was holding a rose while saying that , then the rose WILTED! IT JUST SHOWS that he was trying to say that even a flower like hana , will soon wilt and die ... UWAAAA -CRY x'( Anyway , I was so cool watching the movie. I never even shed a tear , i was like laughing cause the one the way movie was so FUNNY! Then when i saw hanna's grave and how serious EDM was i'm like ...  .... .... it was so quiet then .... .... it was really quiet then my heart started to tighten then tears started flowing without my permission! :( That's all to it.. It was the best movie . ever made after Romeo and Juliet .by the way , Hana's children were demons so they look like they're 20 even though they're 70 ++ too :pp Oi people out there, you know i love Classical right? xP I love classical music. Movie. :p its all in me. Well thanks for staying up until here to read this! It was quite long , sorry for the wrong  grammar or something i was lazy to read and type again! xP Assalamualaikum And G'Day! Quote of the day " Nothing lives forever except for  Our love , and Allah. It remains and stays. It's there. Forever .... - NA