My Love , ♥

Assalamualaikum. Hello. This is Amalina here (: . So i found a NEW RELATIONSHIP , A BETTER ONE. and this will ALWAYS BE MY BEST RELATIONSHIP EVER. The relationship is with ..... See More... .after you click , you will see.So My Love , Is .. Allah ♥ my true love. Yang Maha Esa- Lagi Maha Penyayang. Maha Pengampun . As long as i have Allah ♥. I'm happy. I don't need anyone else. Especially guys. Who doesn't understand. And break people's heart and just go along like nothing had ever happened. So i jogged today. And.. I pick out 2 lovely flowers ♥ - And I think about the person who i have a crush in. While listening to Tenie Tempah's song. Then, at the most epic part. At the big moment. When the drum beats I threw both of the flowers away. And i smiled (like an idiot again) and walked home. It was the best moment of my life. The moment that i let go of something that i actually really like for the first time. Cause that person let me go. It's time for me to let him go too . Cuz' now I'll be coupling when i'm 18++ ♥ Don't worry- I know coupling is something stupid anyway -_- . He dint even mention me somewhere ^-^ Beh. He also thought that he "helped" me with all of my problems. Like when i'm feeling down or anything. But the truth is .. WHO? is the giving WHO? help. I helped him with HIS problems even though it makes me really sad. It made me cry. It made me learn to have a FAKE SMILE. But whatever. He doesn't care. I only appear in his world when he needs me anyway. Blergh who CARES! I don't even have feelings for him as i think bout the things he did to me. Whatever. Anyway i promised to tell the kind of guy i like right? -.- -.- -.- the awkward moment when one of my family is reading this. I hope not! >.< my dad was trying to peek just now , =.= and he saw the title :O( but nevermind -.- he dint even know the true story behind this anyway. Soo about just now. First- He must be taller than me. I mean like , I don't want a boy shorter than me that'd be weird. ~ Second- He must be smart. Third- Good in sports Fourth- Hard Worker Fifth- Have a sense of Humor. Sixth- Have a great smile. Seventh- Never give up easily Eighth- Same interest. Ninth- Sweet. Tenth- Cute. Eleventh- Soleh wait this is getting a bit too much -.- oh well by any means , the guy that i will have is Perfect kinda i mean nobody's perfect. But. . . "They are perfect in their own way" - NA. So yeah , and yeah! He HAS to be white. I mean like .. Not REALLY white like a vampire. Just a normal skin color would do. Other than that ... hmm ... charasmatic. And Understanding. Which what guys don't have this days , "Understandable" . But yeah i'll just wait when i'm eighteen. Nanti kat sekolah menengah mesti ade yang mintak -.- semua orang mesti pernah kena mintak kat High School punya! Just don't know how to reject them >.> Tak nak tipu. I mean like , I don't expect them to mintak. But my sis sendiri cakap nanti kat high school semua orang akan kena... And i'm like Oh Please! Everybody except for me. Nobody's gonna ask me anyway. The END. But just in case , any girls who had reject a guy before tell me -.- i need advice lor . But for now i don't care. Cause when the RARE chance when i actually SHOW, the guy that i like him. it might end up different. But! There's this one guy! Who actually like me back! This was monkey-love when i was standard four :p He's cute :p and smart :P and honest :P and SO NOT FROM MALAYSIA but the only sad thing is :( It's not the right time. I like him when i was standard four. He likes me when i'm standard 6. So yeah... I LIKED someone else on standard 6. But he's too good for me i guess. Blergh. Nobody's too good for me!!!! xP I'm too good for them >< . But the truth is. The precious smile that you cannot see anywhere from me , is when i smile when i think about the person who i like . BUT NOT ANYMORE SO DREAM ON! HAHAHA :D LOL. okay .... but the only important thing my type is ... The person who's care enough , to not let me go no matter what happens. "When your heart beats like never before with that person , It's love" - NA Assalamualaikum. ♥